One of those days

I had one of those nights sleep where every little thing woke me up. Cramps in my legs, my feet started hurting, I couldn't get comfortable ... Just a crappy nights sleep. Then I woke up and realized I had a dentist appointment to get 3 fillings.

As if that wasn't a bad enough way to start a day that I would rather have stayed in bed anyway ... When I got home from the dentist I got a phone call from Becky at my doctors office (she is the scheduler). At first I thought I was finally going to be given a date to have the biopsy on my thyroid, but nope. She told me I have an appointment at the hospital next Tuesday for a echo cardiogram. I asked her what for and she said it's for my "Apoxia" or "Hypoxia" I couldn't understand which one she said. I never even knew I had it, and don't know what it is. All I could find online were that both Apoxia and Hypoxia are something to do with lack of oxygen saturation... Nothing new there, but these two diseases don't have happy endings.

Somewhere along the line and with all the tests I have had shouldn't someone have mentioned this to me? I am so frustrated.
I even asked her if she was sure I was the patient she was supposed to call, and she said yes.
So ... I have yet to hear about my thyroid which has started showing effects ... difficulty swallowing, problems with my cannula wrapping around my neck, taking in deep breaths and hoarseness.
And instead of getting that issue resolved now I have this one? UGHHHH! I really do feel like screaming some days. It has literally been One thing after Another for the last 15 months.

These are the times I need a push. These are those moments when I have had enough and I am tired of being positive and I don't think I can handle ONE MORE THING!

I think I'll call it a night.

Oh, I have a few recipes I will try and post tomorrow.