Having pain issues.

I said I would post more often, sorry.

I am admitting I am failing at almost all area's of my life.  I haven't been patient with Layla and time with her is precious.  I have been short with Brittney and at times quite bitchy.  I have snapped at Bill and have not showed him how much I appreciate all he does for me.

I just don't feel well.  Not only is this ever lingering pain still in my chest, for the last week or so my hands and feet just ache.  My ankles are swollen and bending my hands is just painful.  When I stand my feet hurt, when I sit my feet hurt, when I sleep at night I have cramps in my legs and feet and am up 4 or 5 times trying to work out the cramps.

I have an MRI tomorrow on the Thoracic region of my back.  My Pulmonologist told me he is just going down the list and checking things off that aren't wrong with me.  He can't figure out why my chest hurts.  He said it is possible that small sacs are bursting, but that is rare.  I don't know, it's just one more thing.  I can handle the chest pain most of the time.  My medication helps me take the edge off.  The racing heart and now the swollen feet and hands is the bad part at this moment.

I am hoping this is all a passing thing.  I haven't been to Curves in over a week now.  It doesn't look like I will be this week either.  Tomorrow an MRI, Wednesday an appointment with my Cardiologist and then Friday off to California to pick up our dog.  Somewhere in there I need a day to do some grocery shopping and get a few things finished in the yard.  Like our pool drained.

For some reason this job has fallen on my shoulders and dragging hose around the back yard leaves me out of air.  So, I do it so much per day.  Tomorrow afternoon I will get the power washer and then Bill will help because there are power tools involved.

I want to make sure it's washed out and totally dried before we put it away for the winter.