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Thursday, December 22, 2011
Not one of my best days
Layla and I played around this morning. She read me books and did a pretty good job of sounding out some big words. Then she started to draw Christmas ornaments and write me cards. They are learning to write by sounding out words so my cards looked something like this...............
Der granmaw I hoop you have a speshl crismus.
P.S you or my life.
Of course this melted me... but I had to tease her for her spelling and had her get me another piece of paper so I could write it out the right way. pffft. Why don't I just leave these moments alone?! I hurt her feelings and she said... Grandma I think it's time for me to go home now.
As it worked out I had just enough time to get her home and get to my appointment at the hospital, then some grocery shopping for Christmas Eve. dinner.
I had my trans vaginal ultra-sound. She showed me my uterus, then moving the screen 3 times she showed me the enormous tumor growing around it and pushing up on my bladder. She was showing me the blood supply of it and said because of it's size and because it had so many blood lines, it would most likely mean that my uterus would need to come out.
Then she said what they usually do... of course a doctor will need to read this and get back in touch with you, most likely after Christmas.
I have a feeling a surgery is in my New Years future.
I picked up the antibiotics for the cyst I have in my cleavage and last night and this afternoon I have been keeping a hot pad on it. All it is doing is making it more sore.
So.... I hope tomorrow's blog is positive and I can just put this out of my mind until the time comes to deal with it. It is just a surgery. This is not life or death. It just is... one more thing. I feel like a carnival act that grows all these weird things. Or those ladies you hear about on the T.V. that had a 100 pound growth they found mysteriously.
This is not one of my better nights. I am going to medicate and go to bed. More tomorrow.