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Wednesday, October 31, 2012
I am feeling amazing
It's been 3 weeks since I have written. I have had 6 Physical Therapy appointments. I am working on my back, my core, my arms and legs. Isn't that pretty much every part of my body?
I know that I leave there and feel like my legs and arms are noodles. Today not only was my back sweating, but my butt was too! Glamorous huh? lol
As hard as I can work out my O2 saturation is still not going below 90 which is great.
I honestly have not felt this good since I was in my 30's. I am now a size 12, down from a 3x. Needless to say I have had to buy all new clothes, bra's and undies and a coat. It gives me that much more confidence that I won't allow myself to gain weight and to keep losing. I would like to settle at a size 10 or 8, and lose another 20 pounds.
I have lost several inches since surgery.
I still have this blob in my stomach which pooches out from the Fibroid Tumor on my uterus. I am hoping in January to have the surgery back in Portland to have it removed.
It seems that Bill needs to have his knee replaced, so I will plan my surgery after his so I can take care of him. Lord knows he took care of me long enough.
As much as I am getting used to me living in a healthy body... Bill still hasn't. I have to call and check in with him everywhere I go. He constantly reminds me to take medication or to not forget my O2 at night. When I go to Physical Therapy he tells me not to over do it. I think we both need to watchfully realize that I am not the damaged person I was 2 months ago. Still being careful and to listen to my body, but I am ready to live now.
I am finding my faith getting stronger, which makes my spirit just want to shine. I am struggling and praying for Bill to make small changes like terrible cussing and drinking. It's sometimes difficult to remain positive when he gets so negative. I just keep on praying for him. I can't get enough Church. I would go every night if Bill wouldn't put his foot down. Already I am going on Sunday's then twice a week to Bible Study.
I will keep posting and letting you know how things are coming along. I have a feeling I might put up the Christmas Tree this week. I will have to talk Bill into putting the lights up outside before the snow sticks.
I'll post pictures after it's all done.