As I live and breathe

I have missed my blog. I didn't realize how much I love writing. I am computer-less. We have 3 decent desktop computers and then I have my beloved laptop. All of them quit. I found the BEST computer guy/man. I gave him all the computers in varying degree's of disrepair and he promised to deliver back to me One Screaming desktop and One Wonderfully clean and fast laptop! YIPPEEEEEE!! I should get them back next week. So..... For the moment being the most wonderful daughter that she is Brittney is letting me use her laptop. I just adore her, she always comes to my rescue!

I still have not heard about my heart test. I am sure not hearing means things are fine. If not, I am sure I would be on some new medication right now. Still, it wouldn't hurt them to pick up the phone and call and re-assure me. I go back to my primary care doctor on the 30th and I am sure she will fill me in.

The 3rd (I think?? can't remember, my memory sucks lately!!) of this month I went to the dentist and had a tooth pulled. After a week of it killing me I went back last week and she said I had a dry socket. I don't recommend this condition to anyone. It hurts like hell. Anyway... She cleaned it out, packed it with some medicated gauze and sewed it shut. That was a week ago... and today it still hurts like heck. I go back the 27th to have my teeth cleaned and I am sure they will tell me something else is wrong now. Did I mention, I am not thrilled with this dentist?

All my meds are still working the way I think they are intended to. I am able to fall asleep at night and sleep almost all the way through the night. I wake up feeling rested, then by around 1:00 every afternoon I am EXHAUSTED! I don't know why? I actually could sit down in a chair and fall asleep. I have never been like that my whole life.

A few days ago I was talking to my big brother and we were trying to figure out something dealing with this cookbook idea. He asked for a couple recipes of Mom's and I told him I would send them to him. The next morning, I looked, and looked, and looked and couldn't find them ANYWHERE! I was frantic to say the least!! While looking for her recipes I went through box after box of her things that I had put away to deal with later. :( God, I miss her so much! I knew we were close. I knew we had so much in common. I knew when I got good news or terrible news she was the first one I wanted to share it with. Anyway, it just made me sad, and thinking a lot of her and how much I miss her.

Britt and Layla haved moved out. Fernando (Britt's boyfriend) and she got a wonderful house together. I am SO happy for them, and me too.... LoL... They live close by, about 5 minutes! :) It's a great house with a nice fenced yard for Layla. I think this is Britt's time to be happy. You know how in life these things sometime go in cycles. Well I think this is her time, and I couldn't be happier!!

I will do my best to get back here more often, even if I have to borrow Britt's computer to do it.